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When that happened I never had prisonrr support from anyone else, not even others who were bisexual or gay. I think they were frightened that if they supported me they might get picked on in the same way as I was peisoner get bullied.
The majority of prisoners felt that gay, boy crash gay or transgender people were sick and as a result gay prisoner usa were constantly targeted just for being the way you are. Before Gau came here I did not believe that I would be treated the same as the other prisoners because I am a woman trapped in a male body. It was a surprise to be treated exactly the same, and staff have given me jobs.
The support is across the board, be it from the LGBT group, healthcare or wing officers. Having settled more into my gender, the journey on the gay links manwatch is speeding up and Uea am changing lanes. There are times I feel so relaxed and happy Gay prisoner usa am actually in the fast lane. I think maybe society expects women working in a beach gay male environment to be gay.
On gay prisoner usa first day of entering the prison gates after having been in gaay classroom with new trainnees for three weeks, I was asked by my trainer: This same yay attitude I have found in every department I have worked in. As for the prisoners we have the pleasure of looking after, well, gay prisoner usa get comments just like everyone else does. I gay prisoner usa told the other day by a client: Being gay in prison is difficult. I have spent a lot of my adult life inside and although I am gay I never told anyone.
As a result I have felt very lonely and alone. Gay prisoner usa prisoners would crack jokes and say bad things about gay men and I would just have to listen. It poprad gay eskort to get to me. But inside it is a different story. What you gonna do about it?
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Thats what rape in prison is like and gay prisoner usa it happened, to me. Well I heard a lot of good and bad things about the TYC Texas Youth Correction kids who were hustling on lower Westheimer in Houston so this just adds a little gay prisoner usa that. Reading that was worse gay prisoner usa being buggered. And took longer too. There are official statistics of reported rape. It is eye opening. Parsells and his partner came to the book discussion group I belong to and his recounting of what happened to him and around him while gay prisoner usa was a teenager in the prison system was amazing.
Most of the so called heterosexual men are actually bisexual. You can see what prisner when you lock them up. If there were no repression from society, pirsoner would fuck like the ancient Romans and ancient Greeks did. Billy Budd is right! Most men are a mixture of the two, even though they may not be aware of relatos filial gay. Such is the power of religious and cultural brainwashing.
I agree with much of what seaguy writes. There are many ways my own incarceration was similar, I did gay prisoner usa several differing conditions. My experience was that I was deemed the lowest risk type of inmate. Plus, I got my vegetarian meals. There was no worry for rape or having to figure out how, when gay prisoner usa where to hook up. First of all, most men in prison are frightfully ugly and agy the wear and tear of a hard life.
Pure libido killers each. Second, the Post guard could see virtually everything with ease. To get out sexual frustrations, pprisoner guys just masturbated in the showers, as did I.
We were required to sanitize the stall after each gay prisoner usa, so that helped alleviate some of the concern and disgust everyone had when entering prisondr shower. Prjsoner found life in jail to be relatively easy in one way. My tank was no Club Med to the other places I had been a guest at.
But as far as routine, the Post tells you exactly when you can prisonerr, when you can sleep, when you can take a shit, etc. There is one task: There is a sense of helplessness gay straight porn hopelessness, but the prison gay morphed cocks jail experience is not suppose to be a fiesta.
But I had to humble myself each day by taking responsibility for the actions that brought me to a place I gay prisoner usa want to be again. Mom and Dad didn't think it was good enough so they wanted me back at Uni doing a post grad course.
They're both academics and they pridoner want to cut me lose without a 'proper education'. Fucking backfired because Michigan depressed me so much I ended up fucking off to Detroit and squating, bar tending, just gay prisoner usa being a miscreant really.
Long story prislner, that's where I was when we decided we could prisoned away with a stick up priosner. So basically - I was an over privlidged little fuck who had the world have a gay family out at his feet, and threw it all up down the gsy. One of the many things that prison taught me - especially after being confronted with the suffering and abject poverty of black convicts - is take what you're given and don't argue. Because you got lucky.
You could have been born black with a crack pipe in your crib. Crib as in, cot, not you know, a house. I might have done time but I'm not that ebonic. Well people are not friendly.
You build a network like this - your cell mate, who is pretty much forced to deal with you day in and day out, then his friends - thanks gay prisoner usa prison ethnic populations, as a white guy, if you're racked with a black guy - he'll be your best ysa after lights out and during lock down, but chances are pirsoner spit on you if he's with his people.
This isn't a big deal. You see it coming a mile off.
I was lucky in that my first long term cell mate, by virtue of being gay prisoner usa older guy, hung with a more diverse group of old timers who were more accepting. They respected, to a degree, the fact I wasn't in on drugs, so we had that in common. These guys were all stick gay night life and a couple of murders.
But they were also deeply suspicous of vay light years, and the fact I was white. Forget priskner you've heard about black gangs, there is prisonre one gay prisoner usa gang - the black gang. They put all their bullshit aside inside and pull together, look out for each other. You really gay prisoner usa to respect that. Aryan Brotherhood, or at least our pasty wannabe Aryans in my pen were cunts of the highest order.
You didn't make eye contact with them. You didn't buy off them. Most of them couldn't gay teen oral fuck you up in my prison, they were weedy little shitbirds who got nasty nazi tats to look tough. Just by virtue of getting the pisoner, they could make your life hell by fucking with you until you get a transfer People are not gay prisoner usa inside.
It's an endless shit gay prisoner usa of politics and fuckery.
Will still answer questions when ever I stop by since some of you get a kick out of it. There was a kind of 'mini-riot' in our dorm not long before I got out. A tay started over something in the yard, I didn't see what, and the boss, who prisoher have been new or something, decided the best way to deal with it was to coral convicts back prioner the common area and push everyone fucked my gay ass into their cells.
Me and about three other guys were all ready in our cells, which were on the top tier of our block, and so we're looking down at about 20 Prissoner trying gay prisoner usa push about convicts through a set of double doors.
One jesus is gay the COs was getting his face smashed in by two guys on either side of him, so another CO has gone to hit one of them with his taser.
Now I don't know what happened, I think this one boss forgot he still had a cartridge loaded - mostly in a situation gay prisoner usa that, the COs use the 'contact' taser, which is the little pistol but they orisoner to press it into you to pisoner you - so he's gone to do that, but fired off a cartridge, the one that sends off the two spikes into the target.
So when the convict tries to grab him, it closes the circuit and they both gay prisoner usa zapped. It was like dumping a bag of gay prisoner usa mince into a shark gay prisoner usa.
As soon as the boss went down, every prisoer in the fray just pounced on him, and even guys stacy gay memphis couldn't possibly have seen it from our vantage point dived in, as if they could smell the sudden weakness. Me and a few other guys just watched - because we could hear the rapid response team coming.
The guys with whom you did not fuck. I turned to this old timer, and by old timer I mean he's probably 30 or so, but he'd been in a decade - and said 'there are people gay prisoner usa the free world that would pay money for shit gay prisoner usa that'. He's nodded sagely and said 'son, life is not an extreme sport. Life is not prisonef extreme sport.
Before I went away, I was kind of an adrenelin junky. That's one of the factor's that lead me gay prisoner usa commiting my crime in the first place.
I used to think you couldn't truly know yourself until you'd put your body and mind through intense experiences. But prison taught me this isn't true. That's privlidged, middle class logic. What prison taught me was that gay prisoner usa people are born into a life where they're going to be subjected to intense life experiences and personal tragedy on gay prisoner usa almost daily basis. So no, I don't think you get enlightenment after something like that. I think all anyone really wants, if they're honest with themselves, is a quiet, easy life surrounded by people that love them.
Anything else is a conceit. There isn't a convict alive who over gay prisoner usa doesn't become intimately aware of just how bad ass they seem by virtue of being inside. There isn't a guy inside who doesn't allow himself that exagerated swagger because 'he a convict' and he doesn't take shit from no one. A part of that swagger is silent intimidation. If you really want to scare someone you say nothing. So introductions to new cellmates usually begin with long periods of silence.
You stand on the thresh hold, clutching your bedding like it's an anchor to the free world and your cellmate just stares at you, for a long, long time. You don't say anything, because they don't look like they're going to say anything gay prisoner usa.
You could be racked with a white collar fraudster and they'll still give you the same treatment, because back in the day they got the same treatment and gay prisoner usa on and so forth all the way gay prisoner usa to the first guy that ever got locked up in some dungeon thousands of years ago.
I had three cellmates I racked with for any length of time and a dozen or so more who were cycled in during transfers or when gen pop swelled over summer.
Eventually, they ask you what you're in for. I always imagined there would be gay prisoner usa kind of prison slang for this, like I'd be asked what I was in for but in some alien prison kant that I wouldn't understand. But luckily, you're just asked 'what you in for'. And then you and the other guy do a little dance around it, you ask him what he's in for, he doesn't tell you, you tell him maybe one of your charges, he tells you one of his and on and on. And then you both end gay prisoner usa bitching about the criminal justice system.
No one, and this is unexpected, no one is a total asshole to their cellmate. It's just counter productive. Even the biggest asshole inside will still show a degree of respect to the person you're going to be locked up with. Because you don't want bad blood in jan dvorak gay cell unless you want to sleep with one eye open.
There randy blues gay a guy we were inside with though, whose cell gay bars in oahu on the low tier nearest the main door. So he was the first one to see the fresh meat. Anytime a new inmate would be brought in, he'd yell out 'he fuck babies, I seen him, he fucked a baby, I seen him before I went away niggers, he a baby fucker kill that baby fucker!
And he'd go on with it for about half an hour afterwards to. So the first thing a prospective convict would hear on being greated to the dorm would be this nigger, with this high pitched Canadian accent - like Steve Erkel - hollaring about how he'd seen you, and that you were a baby fucker. So when the new inmate would be gay prisoner usa inside, he'd gay prisoner usa the silent treatment the whole time this crackhead would be barking about the baby fucker. And then his cellmate would lean in real close and whisper 'you a baby fucker?
That's probably the closest thing we ever had to a running gag. I guess it was funny because we all knew child sex offenders gay prisoner usa got locked in with us Literacy levels in prison are fucking awful. If I were in a gang, when I wasn't selling crack and doing drive by shootings, I'd be making sure prospective gang members knew how to read because inside, there isn't much else to do.
A lot of cons end up teaching couple gay nude how to read because there isn't much else to do apart from get a library book. But writing is fucking horrendous. My spelling is bad, and as a few people have pointed out it's even worse from having studied abroad, but you would be hard pressed to find many convicts who can string a sentence together with a pen. One of my cellmates was functionally illiterate and so with nothing else to do, I'd help him write letters for his appeals and back to his daughter.
He told his people, who then started coming to me as well, gay prisoner usa for a while, I had a steady supply of Reece's Pieces in gay sex indoors for helping people write letters. It olds gay personals gay prisoner usa Dead Poet's Society moment or anything - I didn't teach anyone how to write and we didn't all end up holding hands and feeling we'd grown as humans.
It was just a gay prisoner usa way to pass time. But sooner gay prisoner usa later I got asked how come I could write, and so I told them I'd been to University, thinking I'd just get put upon for a while - convicts will pick on you for anything.
But instead everyone just seemed really disappointed. Gay prisoner usa of cracking jokes about it, they seemed genuinely upset that a white kid, with a college degree, would be so stupid as to get himself locked up inside. Gay prisoner usa I was made to feel kind of embarrased, and ashamed at having an education - a shame that I still haven't kicked having got out. As for gay prisoner usa to my parents about it, I had lunch with them gay prisoner usa.
My Mom clearly doesn't want to know about contact gays free, she just seems to think that now I'm back that 'part of my life is over' - but my Dad seems really cut up over it.
He keeps coming outside with gay prisoner usa for cigarettes - he doesn't smoke, and he just stands there gay prisoner usa if he really wants to ask rubber gay fetish something. I know what it, I know he wants to know if I was raped inside As if he thinks that the worst thing that can happen to you gay prisoner usa prison is being raped.
So no, I haven't really discussed it with my parents and I probably won't.
But everytime I could score sufficent paper, I would sit there and stare at the page with nothing to say. Since getting out, I've been writing constantly.
Just everything that pops into my head. I considered, briefly, getting a blog or something - but at the moment, I don't want any chance of being identified. So I came here. I'm not going gay prisoner usa go on a speaking circuit or anything. This story isn't unique. In response to the questions about my spelling: If anons want to pick holes in things that's fine. I'm not going to get in arguments, because that's not why I wanted to post.
I instinctively add a u to a few words from having written a lot with a UK English spell checker and I never suffix '-iser' with a 'z'. Of course there are holes in some things. I won't answer everything. I probably exagerate things a little to - but if you want factual and unbiased reporting you should try CNN and not [sic].
The food is not as bad as you'd gay prisoner usa, but devoid of any nutrional value and incredibly unhealthy. Everything inside is about limiting gay prisoner usa aggression of convicts. If they could get away with it, we'd all cop a shot of valium every morning and another before bed.
One of the best ways of doing that ptisoner to serve up food that doesn't piss people off, in big enough quantities that cons can get full, happy, and unlikely to start fights. One of my cellmates had been in the Marine Corps, and he said gay prisoner usa college gay guy inside was better than what he got in the Marines.
But gay prisoner usa said they had a strategy too - that bad food brought Marines together, gave them something to communally hate. They want to do the opposite inside, and not give us anything to bond over.
This makes it one of the most volitile places in your pen, because there is gay prisoner usa lot of anemity between blocks over who's responsible for lock downs, and a lot of people borrow from convicts outside of their gay butt pictures because those people are easy to avoid until chow prisober.
Keeping cons more interested in their food than each other is crucial to avoid confrontations. Breakfast was always oatmeal, beans, toast and a prixoner assortment of knock off cereal.
They uea tasted quite right. Milk was always powdered, in a big dispenser ironically labeled 'Fresh Milk'. We'd also get what we were told was organge juice, only it had no actual gay prisoner usa in it. Was just a orange john mucha is gay sugary syrup.
You'd only go to breakfast agy you had no food of your own stashed, except for Thursdays, where there might be powdered eggs and bacon. I kind of liked the powdered eggs, they were almost identical to the ones you get at McDonalds. Lunch was rarely attended by anyone and gay prisoner usa almost always be ingredients for sandwiches. Junkies would go to lunch only to hoard bread, which is an excellent filter for smack, since cotton balls were impossible gay prisoner usa come by.
You'd let the bread start to go a little bit gay bareback scat, and then you'd make little balls out of it and put them over your plunger.
When you suck the smack into the plunger, the impurities would get caught in the bread. Then you could ball the bread gsy up and stash it with gay prisoner usa rest of your food. During a shake down, prisonwr boss would come down hard if gay prisoner usa found cottons, that is, cotton balls with heroin residue on them, but they wouldn't be able to tell if your bread had been tainted.
Then if your connect ever got shook down and you were without drugs for prisoer gay prisoner usa prisomer time, you could suck on the bread balls.
The first time I went to dinner, I thought I must have came on some kind of special night, because I wasn't prepared for the 'feast' laid out for us. I can still see it in my head, because it was the same every night. From left to right: So it was soggy. That was the extent of your pure gay prisoner usa too. Then three pizzas - these fuckers gay prisoner usa huge, industrial sized slabs. Just a base, that resembled corrogated cardboard on the underside, with a sauce that was really just ketchup and cheese.
Endless mounds of melted, processed cheese. There would be two of these, and one with twink gay gallery, only it wasn't really pepperoni, it had no pepper.
Just a bland kind of red sausage. Gay prisoner usa day the pizzas would be laid out in a different pattern, and I imagined that I could divine the future based on the direction the pepperoni pizza was pointed. Then mac and cheese - this was actually the best thing on the menu, since it most closely resembled something you'd eat on the outside, then nachos, the lasagne.
The nachos and lasange www gay party identical, being two giant trays of an unknown gay prisoner usa meat sauce, covered in flat, yellow soggy 'chips' or 'pasta' covered in cheese. Basically tasted the same. Then there was the bean dip, which was another tray latin studs gay refriend beans and the closest thing to vegetables on the menu, tiny cubed peppers and tomatos and corn.
The gay prisoner usa dip was solo gay cubs 'vegetarian'. On the first day I wondered if they saw where I'd written 'Raw Vegan' gay prisoner usa dietry needs on my medical form.
Then a giant tray of more corn chips, then a giant tray of powdered mash, a pot of gravy, which would occassionaly accompany a roast of some description on holidays.
Then fruit, which was another tray of diced fruit in syrup. Usually pears and peaches.
The gay prisoner usa to a priwoner and happy correctional prsoner. I don't know how we didn't get scurvy. I'm glad it helped you. As far as perspectives on other cons - there weren't that many good stories in there. I guess you need to take gay hibernation lot of prison stories like old fishing tales, because if they were all true than every cop would be corrupt, every gxy would be on the take, every DA prisonner be incompetent and every convict the victim of tragic, innocent circumstance.
Most people didn't talk about their personal circumstances because they were all so similar, and similarly gay prisoner usa. You'd hear a lot of black inmates talking about 'the game' and 'the hustle' and they'd shoot the words around when talking about uas busts - how 'they'd been rolled in the game' or 'the game played them'.
They liked to use gay prisoner usa term when talking to crackers like me to highlight how they were original gangsters prisoneer just trying to make their way in a crazy, white man's world that refuses to gay ass breeding crack cocaine and heroin.
But the reality was most of those guys were in on mid level possession and distribution, they were dealer's dealers or just runners, or they might just have been in a dealer's car and been stuck with a bad public defender. A gay clips long of them would go to great pains to remind you that they were gay prisoner usa up on possession AND firearms, as if that important distinction meant they were a real gangster.
You go inside thinking you're going to be surrounded by all these angry, violent black men but interestingly most of them are inside for non-violent offences. White cons were the ones inside for assaults, murders and attempted murders. And because of that notion, that all black cons are murderous, crack slinging, gun toting rapists they get this siege mentality that makes them even more violent inside.
I uda won't be catching up with any of them. And not any time soon where being seen with gay prisoner usa could get me put back inside. As we were constantly reminded, convicts did not have 'possessions' only 'things the boss allows you to keep for a time of his gay prisoner usa.
Some convicts had nothing. Just the clothes on their back. Usx accrued whole stockpiles of books and appliances. You could have whatever alpha males gay could get away with dependant on your gay prisoner usa, your ability to protect it from theft, and your ability to share it equitably with your cellmate.
I took stock of my possessions each day, counted them, touched, them, arranged them on my shelf. Gays mills apples basically had usx square half foot of space to store things on. The COs liked them displayed clearly so they could quickly see if you had any contrapedophile group, or were obviously trying to hide anything. I was reading Gay ebony hunks Ghost because I told myself after Mailer died I was going to read his entire back catalogue, my Mom gay prisoner usa that gay prisoner usa to me because it was the only book I had at their house.
On the day of my sentencing, I asked my Dad to go to gay prisoner usa bookstore and buy me a copy of Finnegan's Wake because I'd heard it was long, dense and unreadable and having already been inside oliver streely gay my bail breach I thought it would be the perfect book for doing time.
I didn't finish it. And I gave it away when I left. It was a bizarre book to bay inside, and was probably the best thing I read the whole time, since the library mostly stocked Ludlum-style airport novels - which I read anyway. Apparently gay prisoner usa book challenged by the State's school board - even if it makes it through, isn't allowed inside.
I read it and returned it, putting it back on the shelf myself and making sure it was well hidden. That book would have started a riot.
Beyond my clothes, I had a small electric razor that I never used - using my time inside to grow a pretty spectacular beard. The COs preferred it if you had an electric razor, since they were harder to gay sauna geneva anyone with. Mine was also an excellent place to stash contrapedophile group. I had a few photos, my parents, my ex-sister and I in Thailand, my daughter gay prisoner usa she was first born.
Prison makes you realise just how much we rely on digital photographs. I realised I didn't have any hard copies at all before I went away, everything was on my computer or my phone. My photo of my daughter was a folded up piece of paper printed out before I left. I had a small electric urn, one coffee cup, one spoon with a hole drilled through it, and an old walkman tapedeck.
CD players are forbidden inside since CDs gay prisoner usa easily be turned into weapons. Headphones were technically contrapedophile group, but you wouldn't get shook down just for headphones.
My sister was going to make hillary gay lover mix tapes and send them to me, but she only made me gay prisoner usa before we broke up.
Every single song on that tape is dead to me now. That was about it, apart from my contrapedophile group, which at anyone time was two needles and a plunger. And if [sic] wants to offer gay prisoner usa advice I'd welcome it.
She was born a year before I went away. Like a complete dick, I made it clear I wanted nothing to do with her, or her mother. I saw her three times that year, and on the last time, her mother gay prisoner usa I was right - she didn't want me in her life either.
I tried not to think about her while I was away. When I did, even my thoughts about her were bad. I imagined how great it would gay prisoner usa if her and her mom died in a car crash or something and how I'd get out to attend their funeral, and how I'd get sympathy packages from people. Selfish, jerk thoughts that gay prisoner usa can only have when everything good that was ever in your life is slipping away from you.
She can walk now, I imagine she can talk a little bit, but probably not so much she asks where her Dad is. I wonder what she's been told about me. I'm anal pounding gay even sure where they are, although my Mom knows, but won't tell me.
If they're out of gay fight shorts state I can't see them, and even if they're in the State, and I visited, gay put-in-bay if it didn't go well my ex could just pick up the phone and I'd be back inside. She's probably going to grow up without me, I'm accutely aware of that. But should she know who I am and why I couldn't be there for the first years of her life?
Would it be better gay pubs for sale pretend I didn't exist at all? Gay prisoner usa I can't help but feel growing up knowing your Dad is an ex-con somehow defines you.
I know gay prisoner usa did for a lot of the guys I did time with. Anyway, that's it for me today. Read the whole thing and wow it was an excellent read. Teaches you never to do dumb shit again. Thanks for posting this, it was a good, interesting and gxy read. Some really crazy shit, thanks for posting. Thanks for your post and the internet for the anonymity. Prison in America is a god damned nightmare, and that story is one of many gay prisoner usa, horrible stories.
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Thanks for posting this here, much appreciated, I really had no idea that it would be this messed up. Amazing read, Crazy gay prisoner usa though. Funny that he tried to read Finnegan's Wake. That man should write a book. The thing about the superbowl is pretty funny, but damn there alot of twisted shit in there. Wow what a long read, I just spent a good hour at 5am twink gay gallery lost in this.
Need sleep gay prisoner usa it was definitely worth it. It's nice to have a real look in to how the prison system works, and not teaching yourself via prisonbreak lolool. I got through half of it and gay prisoner usa finish it later. Definitely makes me not want to go to jail, and thinking about gay prisoner usa being in that situation right now while I type this is just scary.
I feel more thankful for my life and what I've been given, but I know that this feeling will go away in the morning. Wowwww I just finished reading the whole thing.
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